If “happy ever afters” did exist, I would still be holding you like this.

FUCK!

• Fuck him: Fuck him for fucking my mind. Fuck him for not knowing what he wants. Fuck him for dragging me into it. Fuck him for barely saying a word to me before he left. Fuck him for getting my hopes high. Fuck him for making hopes useless. Fuck him for saying he love me. Fuck him for all his lies.
• Fuck me: Fuck me for always getting into situations like this. Fuck me for caring. Fuck me for not knowing the words that would have made him stay. Fuck me for not knowing what I want. Fuck me for getting my hopes high. Fuck me for not having more realistic thoughts. Fuck me for loving him. Fuck me for believing.

• I need to stop waiting for you.
• I need to accept the reality, that you're gone.
• I need to stop checking on you.
• I need to accept that you're perfectly fine without me.

I bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about

• You replaced me so easily. Guess I didn’t really mean that much to you.

This is hurting me more than you think.

• I hate the fact that another person is making you smile.

• Why can't I forget you, like the way you did?

She’s with him, I’m still hurting. I try to pretend but it’s not working.

Day 4 : I hate that I can’t hate you.

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