I cry because Christian Grey is so fictional.

Things will never be the same, I’ll miss you everyday.

Sometimes you don’t get over people, you just get used to live with that pain.

FUCK!

• Fuck him: Fuck him for fucking my mind. Fuck him for not knowing what he wants. Fuck him for dragging me into it. Fuck him for barely saying a word to me before he left. Fuck him for getting my hopes high. Fuck him for making hopes useless. Fuck him for saying he love me. Fuck him for all his lies.
• Fuck me: Fuck me for always getting into situations like this. Fuck me for caring. Fuck me for not knowing the words that would have made him stay. Fuck me for not knowing what I want. Fuck me for getting my hopes high. Fuck me for not having more realistic thoughts. Fuck me for loving him. Fuck me for believing.

I miss you, but I’m trying not to care. I love you, but I’m trying not to show. I want you, but what can I do when you are not even mine?

Don’t talk to me just because the person you really like is ignoring you and once they come back, you’ll start ignoring me.

• What do you feel when you make a girl cry?
• Seriously, is it like an achievement for you?

I hated him. And I hated myself for adding my name to the list of girls he’d seduced, then betrayed.

• I need to stop waiting for you.
• I need to accept the reality, that you're gone.
• I need to stop checking on you.
• I need to accept that you're perfectly fine without me.

I bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about

Let’s trade places so you could see how I feel.

• Why do I have to miss you so much, when I’m nothing to you?

• All I want is some effort. Or some sign you actually care. But I guess it’s too much to ask from you.